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she's so sexy, so cool
she's the baddest girl i seen
i'm wonderin why
i only see her in my dreams
the love of my life,
she's the only one for me
my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
baby, you're my shooting star
ride with me and i'll take you far
explore the world, and back around
you lift me up, and you hold me down (you hold the crown)
and you make this team
there's no couple like this, king & queen
there's no other couple like, you & me
you're the girl of my dreams, my everything
i love this feelin, your love is healin
i need it, i breathe it
no way i'd ever leave it
i'm so into you, don't what i'd do
your love is so true
it's just me & my boo
she's so sexy, so cool
she's the baddest girl i seen
i'm wonderin why
i only see her in my dreams
the love of my life,
she's the only one for me
my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
i never thought i'd find another love like this
i'll never forget the first time we kissed (we kissed)
your body against mine
the touch of your skin, your lips
such a beautiful kiss (such a beautiful kiss)
my l-o-v-e, she elevate me
she fly & so free, was blind now i see
and without her, now what would i be
not what i am, but i'd still be a g
i'd still be hype, i'd still shine bright
but who'd be there to hold me so tight
who'd be there when it's lonely at night
my wife, so right, the love of my life
she's so sexy, so cool
she's the baddest girl i seen
i'm wonderin why
i only see her in my dreams
the love of my life,
she's the only one for me
my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
we're so picture perfect, i can't imagine
my life without you (l-o-v-e)
it's like i'm floatin on air, whenever you're here
baby come with me and i'll take you there
she's so sexy, so cool
she's the baddest girl i seen
i'm wonderin why
i only see her in my dreams
the love of my life,
she's the only one for me
my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
she's so sexy, so cool
she's the baddest girl i seen
i'm wonderin why
i only see her in my dreams
the love of my life,
she's the only one for me
my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e
l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e
she's so sexy, so cool
she's the baddest girl i seen
i'm wonderin why
i only see her in my dreams
the love of my life,
she's the only one for me
my l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
(oh my l-o-v-e)
lalalalalalalala .
:D
i think vee is awsesome (:
RANDOM FACTS
ONE ILOVEVEE TWO ILOVEVEE THREE ILOVEVEE FOUR ILOVEVEE FIVE ILOVEVEE SIX ILOVEVEE SEVEN ILOVEVEE EIGHT ILOVEVEE NINE ILOVEVEE TEN ILOVEVEE ELEVEN ILOVEVEE TWELVE ILOVEVEE THIRTEEN ILOVEVEE
- buy vee food (:
- be nice to vee .
- give vee toys
-
have i told you that i love you
have i told you that i care
fill my heart with joy and laughter
no more good can even compare
open up to me and show me how you feel
turn my world around and make dreams reality
you are my
you are my
you are my hearts desire
you are my
you are my
you are my hearts desire
(8)
name i wont mention
you know i reali hate those kunts
who drag on stuff liek really tite relationships
if someone said they liked you
you wouldnt just drag it on.
if you dont liek them tell them straight on
so they can move on
but no
you had to drag it on didnt you
you had to make her anxious
and depressed and cry
and then when you dragged it on
saying you love her back
nothing ever happend
so why say it
when you dont mean it
its pointless isnt it
but its all the past
idc anymore ahahah
:L:L but the guys stil a fag
i tihnk hes doing it again with another girl sigh ><
3 watta fail kunt
anyway im off haha bye bye blog readers :L
Should've been strong, yeah i lied.
Nobody gets me like you.
Couldn't keep hold of you then,
How could i know what you meant,
There was nothing to compare to.
I know everything changes, all the cities and faces.
But i know how i feel about you.
There's a mountain between us,
But there's conflict i'm sure of,
how i feel about you.
Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause i know how i feel about you now.
I was dumb, i was wrong, i let you down.
But i know how i feel about you now.
All that it takes, one more chance.
Don't let our last kiss be our last.
Give me tonight and i'll show you.
I know everything changes, i dont care where it takes us.
Cause i know how i feel about you.
Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause i know how i feel about you now.
I was dumb, i was wrong, i let you down.
But i know how i feel about you now.
Not a day passed me by, not a day passed me by.
When i dont think about you.
And theres no moving on, cause i know you're the one.
And i can't be without you.
Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause i know how i feel about you now.
I was dumb, i was wrong, i let you down.
But i know how i feel about you now.
Can we bring yesterday back around?
Cause i know how i feel about you now.
I was dumb, i was wrong, i let you down.
But i know how i feel about you now.
But i know how i feel about you now.
Yeah i know how i feel about you now.
continued on from xanga ;
Oofttt , it's been yonkers since i've wrote anything on here . Lift has been alright, but at the moment everything is falling apart . Family , relationships , school , friends , everything . Nothing is ever the same anymore .
For this thing , even though it’s on the world wide web , I’m not gonna lie , I want to be honest about everything . This year I’ve had three boyfriends , Bryan , Gunter and Junno . Bryan was a nice guy , he was always there for me regardless of what ever , he was one of the nicest guys that I went out with ever. But then I did a dumb thing and broke up with him because I lost feelings . Between the time of Bryan and Gunter , I did a shameful thing with bryan’s best friend Kevin . which made everyone shocked . it was shocking because it was pretty much unwanted , and it was like forced. Then I had 2 flings , with two guys , and did another shameful thing with my close friend , which this name cannot be stated thank you very much. Gunter was a nice guy too , but I being with him wasn’t right because we went out for the wrong reasons. My recent ex was Junno . a guy everyone calls a fag , but I have too much feelings for him. I broke up with him because he started to like a girl named Micayla, Micayla is a nice girl , she’s pretty hot , and is what a guy looks for when they search for eye candy . When I found out about them two liking each other , I broke up with Junno. On the day I broke up with him , it seemed like I was pretty happy , I broke up with him so that I wouldn’t get hurt anymore . I wasn’t actually happy because I was only trying to push he feelings away and acted happy so that everything would be okay , I miss him , I love him , I have really great feelings for him. He was the first guy I actually did it with , which I had feelings for . but it feels like he doesn’t understand how I feel , he doesn’t understand that I love him , everything is a mess , I’m all alone now..
Apart from relationships , family is another issue. Recently mum has found out that I still smoke and that I do pot aswell. But she hasn’t found out about the others. She hit me a few times , and wanted to kick me out , I wouldn’t go , I was left with bruises , but it was my fault , I shouldn’t of started in the first place , it killed the relationship between my mum and i. but now I’ve been getting my act together , things are fine now , I just hope I get ungrounded soon. I hope that my mum recovers from her sickness..
School has been such a mess , I’m always too busy thinking about other things and not worrying about my studies. Lately I’ve been thinking about what I wanna be when I’m older , I still haven’t came up with anything , but I gotta start worrying about the future and school. Because school is needed for the future . For semester 2 I’ll be schooling at Bankstown Girls High School. I don’t know why I chose to join that school. But I know that if I go there I have to work harder , and improve on everything . I have to actually try and study.
*sigh .. I gotta somehow forget about all the troublesome in my life.. but at the moment , the rough patch has gone worst , I miss him so much , too much , no one understands how I feel . Overall, life has got to have a future , family has got to improve , relationships have got to work , and everything has to find its own way to be okay.
/10august2009 ; reponse.
for the mean while , i love life . it has gone so much better , and so much easier . if i put my mind to it , i can do almost anything , and everything i desire . about the quitting , i quit for a while , but then i got back on it again , until the time i got over junno , i started to find interest in another guy , which each and everyday becomes a bigger part of me . for him , i quit again , and stopped all the bad things i do . i would sacrifice so much things just to be with him . for him , i changed for the better , and started to become a better person =) . i love him , not for what he is , but for what i am when i am with him . i hope i don't lose him again =/
` & > My love for you will never break.. even when im old and gray! ^_^
xoxo
edmond : what ?
jade : YOU USED TO BE UNDER JUNNO ! HAHAHAHA
edmond : stfu ==' you know whats even more funny ?
jade : what ?
edmond : YOU WENT OUT WITH JUNNO !
i wish i knew how to keep us ,
together forever babe ,
never to be seperated ,
no other guy has made me feel this way before ,
dont wanna say i know you ,
just wanna know i got you ,
babyyyyy ,
i need you to be my baby ,
i wish that you could be my baby ,
babyyyyy ,
one day you could be my baby ,
i want you to be my baby ,
but your so far away... ♪
but I don't want nothing at all ,
if it ain't you baby ,
if I ain't got you baby ,
some people want diamond rings ,
some just want everything ,
but everything means nothing ,
if I ain't got you .. ♫
Labels: diamond rings, everything, love
have u ever wondered
why we are here.
why you were chosen to be who you are now
isnt it all retarted when you think about it
does life revolve around just you?
is there a god? did jesus every exist
why is it that poor people in africa go without food everyday
what are we to do about it.
is there life out there? other than us
what if life is just a game we are just mere players of life.
do you believe that there is another world?
where do you think you will go after you die
or what happens when you die.
do you ever ask yourself that.
if you go to heaven then why do you have to suffer first and then die then go 2 a better place.
all this shit doesnt make sense
this world is fuckd up.
why is it that only the people in the white countries the one getting more money and rich
why were they born more fortunate then others.
a superior race? why?
why are black people slaves.
they never did anything wrong
yet they get all this punishment?
they are born misfortunate. did they commit a sin?
why are there all these diseases in this world
that cannot be cured
and ask yourslef this
why do we have to die anyway why cant we just live forever
have you ever thought the world might end tomorow
maybe in your sleep
and then the world might just end
and you wouldnt knwo about it
maybe im just going crazy
but al this shit i have in my head i need 2 get all this shit out.
if god made this world to be perfect then why isnt it perfect
why couldnt he control and make the desiscions for the poeple to choose
so then they can go the right way
all this shit is confusingisnt it
but seriously
ask these questions to urself when your sleeping tonite S=
you wont get to sleep~~
:L:L
well im up and running again :)
nah not reali LMFAO im fkn tired as =.=
i need more sleep~
i slept after school and woke up at 8 LOLOL
now im hungry T.T
cook me food..
LOL yes i had my first lesson of food tech today FUCK THAT JUST MADE ME MORE HUNGRY
hmmm another schoolweek has ended and then the weekends are in jst a couple of hours :D
fun~~
shit i shldnt have let all those peopel hit my arm fkn afterwards i played punch for punch with this tank kunt -.- now i have a bruise i can feel it and shit
but i cant see it o_o
=S i got a high distinction today? O_O
liek wtf LOLOLOL and i onli got 18/30
weird huh x)
today we made those fake ciggies that looked reali real
we were being dicks and pretend 2 smoke and then the teacheres wld b leik OMFG WTF
LOL and we dropped 1 in class. and the teacher is a smoker.
fkn GG'
AHHAHA
anyways i cbf writing no more LOL
cheers~
lol (= today has been the 1st week back from school. exactly.
and + first week since iv been writing blogs x)
i know im shit at it D<
i wann aget better
fuck man today was so retarted lOL
well tuesday is my sport day. and 3 subjects x)
soo today started off in roll call
they called out the names of peoel who werent doing the enlgish comp.
i wasliek ah ok. then ir ealised my name didnt get called out
im liek WTF?!
so then i aske the teacher
shes leik go D3 so im leik ok..
OMG I PUT MY NAME DOWN FOR ENGLISH?
WTF?! yeah i was 5 - 10 misn alte for my test
=.= fkn epic fail
i geussed half of itLOL i wrote
a b c d on my rubber adn then rolled it
and then put what ever it landed on =)
then after school periods i had basketball
we played balmain @ our school LOLL
fkn analed those kunts badly
LOL ! after that i went burwood to get a hairuct.
So i decided to get a lebbo style hair cut :|
LOL or GENJI :D:D:D
and then now my hair is so shortt ><
i look so different LOL every1 wont recognise me tomorw ahha
=/ anyway i cbf writing no more lol ~
laters
ahah 8 more to go? FUCK YEAHH !!
8 more weeks til i get my never ending sleep ^^ teehee
ahah back to the topic.
WHAT I DID TODAY?
well i woke up did a shit eat piss talk walk ect ect ROFL
ahah ok il be serious now.
mmm
Today was a monday. yeah no shit sherlock LOL (sorry tlakin 2 brikc wall again x) oh the dread of going to schoool after weekends -.- in the morning it was so cold >< i cldnt get upp
i had to force myself to go shower = FUCKIGN FREEZING BALLS OFF MAN
then went to school.
School was alrite it seemed quick today? =S all i did was bball(yes i know im short STFU) its my thing (= ahah
after school i went stra (h) no im not a part of FOS LOL
had tudor for 1 and half long hours. The work is so hardd but still..
yeah and i saw s****** today xP lolol
man so many peopels bdays today haha HBD TO ALL THOSE SICK KENTS.
and then after tudor i went straight to eastwood.
fah i was so hungry taht i went bread top LOL
then ir ealised i had to go eat at peking duck.yeah so i saw my cousin and his gf and his bro lol
went with them to wrong restaraunt --;;
LOLOLOL
and then we finaly found it LOL =S
i ate so mcuh >_< for some reason today i cldnt fit alot in the small tummy of mine D<
but i was soo fulll
i felt liek vomiting fuck LOL bloated mcuh >o<
mmmm im so tired and sleepy
ahaha im gna stop blogging now
lol
SANDRAH IS COOL ;D
crack crack crack*
ahah sooo
its sunday on a schoool day. to me its the shittest day of the week
>_>
nooo the dread of going back to chinese school
@_@ NAOO FML FML FML
SMD SMD :(
my lifes gayyy D<
mmkay so i wake up get ready blah blah the usual.
get to chink school.
i found out i got moved down alot of classes and changed to cantonese
=(
thats right.
im
in
my
sisters
class
WTF?!
yeah and shes in yr 2 =.=
lololololol from fkn yr 8 chink school to year 2
aint that pro xD ahaha degrading LOL
thats evn wores than reapeating
wlel anyway idc because in yr 8 chink i got 23% in half yearlies
(h) yeahhxD im so fkn pro LOL
atthe chink hs theres always these gway lohs otuside -.-
fkn bogan cunts LOL!
so annoying >.< they stare at u liek ur fkn ghosts bro
@= LOL but in reality they are the ghost xD
yeah so i go in the class. MY sisters beating me...
== thats so disgraceful everyone in the class is fkn half my size LOL and in yr 2
and then theres 2 other guys that are older.
Ones sum fat buddha guy with glasses ROFL i swear im gna rub his tummy later on >;D
and this other random guy?
mmmm lololol and and gaythans lil pin dik stag AHHHaAAH
after that i went home.. i hear the comp
and i see my cousin playing dota =_= ROFL
hes such a dota freak but hes better than me D<
he looks liek the gndruh/stoner type but hes actualy good LOL!
x) maybe im jst judgeing him
DIUUU school 2morw @: after that i have college and then i hav 2 go eastwood to eat LOL
watta planned out day that is xD and tomrow im seeing s*****y (=
LOL and sandrah is gay ahaha xP
jokes shes the maddest kunt out ;D:D
eshays
LOLL today was a mad day xD
oh and happy 16 bday david fkn love u LMFAO
(=
i got up in the morning ready to go stra to go tudor
yeah man im a fkn nerd 8-| hehe
maths is so hardd >o<>_>
but atleast im still learnning :D:D
after taht i was supose 2 meet my mate who was gna walk with me 2 burwood from stra. he slept in and then he went straight to burwood. so i get to burwood. then hes liek oh sorry
wait half an hour which turned to more than a hour -.-;; i was standing sititng far it was so gayy
and then he finaly came ^^ so it was ok then we met up with the other boys.
mmmm so we walked arnd burwood and ate and shit met other guys lol
blah blah ect ect LMFAO the funniest thing was the lebbos there.
man they are so funny LOLOL. we were hanging arnd them outside westfield for a while
cops were leik to us. why are all you guys standing arnd here. is there someinth going on . we dont want you hanigng around here please go away -.- fahh man they kikd us away and and one lebbo guy. the cops were liek come here i wa sliek oh snap i wonder wat hapndt 2 him nwo ^o)
ahaha then we went ct hunter man i fail
so hard its not funy >< im soo fkn nooooobbbbb TT__TT
every1s pro nah actualy they are ok
but im jst...
SHIT
after that we ate more then they droped me off @ the station i left erali cause of church/bible study.
i got to epping. i looked at the bus time table i wld catch . it said 5: 0 4 i wa sliek WHAT THE DOHMAH? then i loked @ my clock it said 4 : 08 note the bus comes once a hour -.-
so i walked to the other side to check on the other bus
guess what it said.
SATURDAY - NO SERVICE
iw asliek WTF FML WHAT M I GNA DO FOR THAT LONG
-o- i call up my mum shes leik oh il get uncle to take u there im elik alrite..
then i get a phone cal back
sh esliek oh hes got a dentist appointment..
FML!
soo i was there walkin aarnd liek a sped then i got the best idea RED VS B LUE LMFAO
i went for half an hour :L:L and used net and shit then i got out in time for my bus.
all was goood. i mi interprited the stop i had to get off and stopepd 2 stops before
FML it looked exactly the same i swear hmm.. maybe im jst a blind asian
AHHAH so i went to church. got in time for last 5 mins of bible sharing
LOL! (Y) then we went to mass - talked halfway thru ( im a bad catholic)
then had eat and yeah.. i was gna sing a song for this guy cause it was his bday but leik
im tone deaf.. so iw asliek omfg -.- fml
ahha then iw asliek omg i knwo ill sing...
RIVERSIDE
LMFAO RIVERSIDE MOTHERFUCKERS.
then i went home and yeah xD all is good
now jst chillign and writing this blog ( talkign 2 myself again)
sigh wat a low life
~_~
at the end of the day, nothing is going to be perfect , no matter how hard you try and wish for . but i can only try to make it perfect & my perfect life has you in it .